I try to smile
as another tear rolls down my face
I try to smile
as my heart begins to race

I try to laugh
when i feel like crying inside
I try to laugh
when really I'm about to die

I try to be perfect
and cover up everything
I try to be perfect
and make you see nothing

I try so hard
to do what you want me to do
I try so hard
that I fool all of you

You don't even notice
that I'm not really happy
You don't even notice
the scars on my body

maybe you'll notice
when I finally don't wait
maybe you'll notice
when it's too late

I'm giving you warnings
bright as ever
I'm giving you warnings
the end is coming closer